Devious Journal Entry

I'm so tired of everything.
I want to sleep for a very long time. I'm so tired of things constantly changing. I'm so tired of the same thing, every day. I'm so tired of unripe mangoes.
I'm so tired of not being good enough.

But I think that I am good enough.

I wish my mango would riped, right now.

I'm so tired of not enough craisins, and the thin mints being gone.
I'm so tired of being alone, with my craisins and thin mints.

I'm so tired of not being able to lay on the tables through class.

I wish that they would let me smear shaving cream on the chairs, and come to school naked.
I am so tired of not being naked.
I wish that I could live in the nude.

I'm so tired of the same opinions and the same ideas, I am very tired of everyone's learned helplessness and ineffectuality.

I'm tired of not being able to lose weight.

I'm tired of not painting.
I'm tired of hair.

I'm tired of not enough chapstick, and high chapstick prices.

I'm tired of mangoes not being in season, and the dried ones at costco being too expensive.
I get confused at daylight savings time.
You know what I'm gonna do? I'm going to kick ass in college and see if I can get into an even better one, just because. Maybe an Ivy league school. I think it would be pretty cool.